NEW DIARY [Friday, 02.11.05 @ 04:47pm ] [ mood | cold ] I got new diary love_killz go check me out there now, all you guys better go there.and note me. http://www.livejournal.com/users/l0ve_killz/ CMNTZ

were total strangers now [Thursday, 02.10.05 @ 02:59pm ] [ mood | excited ] Lj, Can fucking kiss my ass, why the fuck wasnt it working? I got a myspace yesterday I had nothing better to do, and jen made me too anyways, I have no idea why I have it, but I feel cool because everyone hs it, yes!!, I have a goverment test that I havent even studied for, and I only have today to study, I hope I dont fuck up, I was testing today math what a fucking bummer dude, I dont even know if im going to pass it I have 2 or 1 more chances to pass it, I have too if not I wont be getting my diploma WTF? im tired of stupid bullshit like that, If I was the president I would stop for all schools to have tests to graduate, it's a pain. But whatever I didnt want to stick around at school so vanessa,sergio, and I went to the mall and went to eat some bomb ass pizza, oh it was so yummy, I was so dissapointed on myself yesterday, we got our reportcards yesterday during 3rd hour, I had the baddest feeling in the world, when I looked at, mm i past all my classes except one of my math classes, his a fucking penis, im changing my class, I cant be there anymore, I will flunk and I dont want to risk my chances on graduating, atleast walking at the ceremoy, that be some sad shit, all kill myself, greser made me feel pretty bad, instead of been there for me, he made shit more worser, and to top it off he tried to kiss up, FUCK YOU, that was harsh, but I still love him his my grease, but I wont loose hope, I will keep doing my bestest. I wanted to talk to mom about slight chances of graduating but I didnt have the balls too, it was to hard to tell that to my mom's i love her to much to make her know that her daughter might not make it, I will keep this underground and do my best, I guess I was just scared that she would hurt my feelings, I know she was going to trough my sister in my face, since my sister was the smartie one.lucky. I told my sister about it, and she wants me to chance classes, which I think is best, even though I hate changing classes, I know that it's for my own good. jesus, I saw danny today, he was in the theater with me we were all testing, it's so hard to sit in the same room with him knowing that we had a past, knowing that we told eachother everything, we had beautiful memories, we were the best of friends, I think the reason he dosent try to talk to me is that A few months ago, i wrote him a letter telling him sorry for anything that I did for him not to speak to me, and that i would love to talk to him again, but there's no trut, and there isnt, were total strangers now, the only reason we know who we are because are faces havent chance, I miss him,alot, he was such an awsome friend, he shares the same birthday like my dad, so you know always remember his birthday, I thoght we were going to be cool again, the night i got so faded I had talk to him, he told me he would come visit me, hasent yet, never will. rawr. I hate how somethings can turn out. Valerie 3 CMNTZ

Brainstorm BA B Y [Tuesday, 02.08.05 @ 03:47pm ] [ mood | i feel crasy, weird. ] I was testing today, my proficiency's I swear if I dont pass this time, I dont know what all do. all probably chock myself to death or just cry, and feel like an idiot and not a smart person. I was there till lunch. I wasnt with my usual krew I couldnt find my greaser, so I hanged out with the guys, with eloe (danny) and the rest, we were chatting about Henry, and that girl, well she's older then him,drives,has a car, and works. WOW!! I cant compete to that, I dont got non of that, But I sure know that I have strong feelings for him, & that you cant compare, HEY, money, cars,ects dosent buy love, Im thinking that henry is probably just interested cause she has a car and stuff, oh boy, Henry & I are sure looking at the wrong places. Whatever, pay back is a biotch, he will soon realise, if he dosent to bad. I have a test tommorow in math which is always a trag, and I got 1 for goverment on friday, which is a killer, I hope i do good, since ive been skipping school my grades arent looking to good. Ive been talking to jose's brother (jose is my brother in law) yeh, we mest around, and now I guess were going to have sex LMAO, dunno, I would hit it, we have been texting, all probably call him tonight, I was yesterday but sleeping beauty feal asleep haha. - VALERIE 4 CMNTZ

fire at will [Sunday, 02.06.05 @ 02:08pm ] [ mood | bored ] I dont feel like typing, it's beena boring day, I go back to school tommorow, that's always fun, NOT I got ny nails done yesterday, so it's hard for me to type he-he. some crazy shit went down yesterday, but I want to make it short, see I got a trouble maker for a cousin, his an asshole I dislike him with a passion. His been putting us, especially my dad into trouble, he steals cars, and all that jazz. the cops always come to my house looking for him, when we dont even know were the hell he is at. well yesterday when I was done getting my nails, my mom had called my sister's cell, and she told her that the cops were at my house and they had pulled a gun on my dad, So me and my sister tripped out, I cried, I was mad, I wanted to beat the living hell out of my cousin, but when we got there, the cops were gone, but my dad said that my dad was getting out of the house, and when he got out the cop was in the side and he pointed the gun at him my dad got pisst but scared at the same time, and they told him were was my cousin at, all these dumb questions, i guess they thought my cousin was in the house, so my dad was like "his not here, go inside and check" so they came in side the house and looked trough the rooms, wtf? who the fuck gave them permission to come into my room, hell no..well that was about it, i just got really scared knowing that my dad had a gun pointed at him, stupid cops. I cant wait too see my bitch ass little cousin so i can rip his head off for putting us in so much trouble. -valerie 6 CMNTZ

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